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2nd week of study break, for me at least its the 2nd week since i only have one paper which is next monday. Basically, i went out to study yesterday it was rather productive especially when i am alone. No disturbance. I am glad that i studied for my exam. Studied at Parkway library which after that i went off to play basketball with my ex-colleague. It was hell of a day. The fact that i was anemic or rather i am anemic and its been long since i last played basketball. Yesterday's sessions was rather strenuous for me. I was at times breathless, as in i really could not catch my breath was panting like shit. Crazily tired and breathless which i seldom experience before. But you know, looking at my character i would not stop myself from playing. So, i did continue playing with AN EMPTY STOMACH. I did not eat anything before i go on the court as i met my colleague immediately after i am done studying. That's why it was hell of a day. Thats not all, i got home feeling all unwell even after eating so yes, i slept early ( around 1 am plus). Earliest in the history of my study break. Din sleep well too. I woke up at the interval of 1 hour. Hell i have no idea what exactly got into me that you know i woke up at 2, then 3am then 4am then i finally slept through out till 12. 

And guess what? I woke up, not recovered yet. LOL not only that my stupid ankle injury (old injury) was painful. That injury was with me ever since i was 13 years old. I sprained my right ankle and i did not see a doctor. I leave it and just do some typical stuff that usually people will do thinking that it was just a normal sprain, ya you know " aiya small sprain nevermind, no need waste money see doctor" that kind of attitude which left me still having the swell on my ankle just that it isnt obvious ( as comparing it to my left ankle) and of course my ankle still hurt every now and then. Well, sucks to be me then. Consequences of not seeing a doctor. Speaking of it, its hurting now. But well at least, yesterday's session was a good one. I enjoyed because its been long since i last played such a "competitive" i would say basketball game. 

There you go, not sure if you could see but yes its kind of swollen. 

Now, away from that. Yayy i was productive today. Very very productive. Proud of myself, lol cause i need to study. So i sat down from 3pm-6pm to study then i rest and continued fromm 7.30pm-10-30pm. Its awesome, but who will like studying right? so yeah because its exams and i dont want to flunk it hence the long hours of studying. 

Yeah yeah i am crazy, i am mad 

So i decided to take selfie after i am done with studying. else i have no pictures to put on my blog which i fin it boring. 

Well anyway, now lets move on to songs. Yes songs, songs are my remedy. Its something that cannot be missing from my life. It somehow brings be away from things that i don't want to think about and yes it calms me down. Songs really do great things. It heals people, for me at least. Because when i am down, songs are the one who bring me back up. (SOMEHOW) Songs really bring back memorise. I can truthfully say, there are certain songs that i really do not want to listen to it because it brought back memories that i don't want to recall about. Not any bit of it. Of course there are songs that bring me back to the good old times which i missed them a lot. So here, i recently finished watching The Voice UK season 2 if i am not wrong. I totally enjoyed it. And there are certain singers that i really like. If you don't know, i really love listening to country songs because i think country songs bring a lot more emotions and feelings as compared to other different genre. Of course, i love the rythm and everything else. So of course one of my favorite singer from the voice is Mike Ward. Well he is good looking too. 

He has the voice of a country singer, which means he is born with it and yes at the same time he has the talent of singing. so yeah, these 2 performance below were my favorite from him. 

He can definitely melt girls heart with this song : just to see you smile

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He obviously got into the finals but sadly he did not win ): 

And here's another guy who i like, matt henry just take a look at his videos. His voice is just unique and he put in so much emotions and soul while he is singing.

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And sadly he did not win too but at least he was in the finals too(TOP 4) . so those 2 are my fav from the voice season 2. But take a look at this girl. She won and it is totally commendable. Well, just on side note, she won due to public votes and not through the judges who wanted her to win. 

one more 

her voice is super duper sweet. She sang the songs so beautifully that it melted me too. She is in danny's team btw and if you see will.i.am using his phone, he is tweeting. You can go to his twitter account to check it out. okay dont want to bore you guys (if there are any readers) one last one, mitchel emms. a rock singer. 

Wont regret listening to him. 

well, the voice definitely brought me to a whole new level of understanding music and of course open up myself to older and nicer songs. Well thats it. 

Scared, nervous? I dont know how to describe it

Here's a big problem with me, i cannot face guys. Especially strangers. I'll get very awkward. Like literally awkward~~~ Okay, why am i talking about this? Of course there is a reason to it. Well, recently

i applied for a job under "skate with us" so its basically a job that i really like since it is related to sports you see. Yepp, that's right i got shortlisted. I was happy/excited and was arranging interview with them just near my house. So yeah the person got back to me via phone, and yepp boomz shit just got real. Interview is tmr. Hey tmr! You kidding me? and judging from the name of the hiring manager it is going to be a guy ): 

i just said i am awkward with stranger guy and i always prefer a female interviewer because i think they MIGHT be nicer and i would not be that nervous. And here is it, a guy interviewer. I was like oh crap. But i cannot do anything. So i am feeling damn scared and nervous now i guess? and i dont want to do anything for now. I hate this feeling. But it is weird that i have been through a number of interview i should not be scared of it now right? but the fact that it will be a guy interviewing me. i just freaked out.. Tell me what should i do? In my entire life working part time jobs, my interviewer are so far all female.. AHHH i really dont know what to do now. just relax? or what. i just cant calm myself down until the entire interview is over. But on the bright side if i can get this job i am able to have some income you see. Bless me and good luck to myself man. i am really going nuts now. 

Blessed

I have a bunch of friends whom i treasure them the most. I never regret knowing them because they are really the best. Some of them have been through a lot with me or rather i have known them since i was 13, or some when i was in primary school. I would call it fate? That some of them whom i know in primary school we met again in secondary school. And those whom i know in secondary 1 moved on to sec 2 and sec 3 and 4 together with me. They are all that i could ever asked for and i am really glad that we still keep in contact even after we graduate and moved on to polytechnic or junior college. They are the best bunch of friends i ever had. of course they are none other than my 4E4 homies. They are the best and i thank god for them in my life. They are the best, you do realized i used the word "are" and not "were" its because they are still awesome and the best. I remember those complains we made and we received from teachers, those days that we made "trouble" in class, those jokes and miss fa'izah's "you little nini", "you can go fly kite in the freaking thunderstorm" or even she scolding herself a stupid pig. haha those were memorable and great days i ever had. Well, thanks guys for all the fun. this post is specially dedicated to my dearest 4E4 homies. No doubt they are still the best. i could never ask for more. 

Lets rewind back to the day we went to marina barrage. 

Look at the gay boy alvin! No one can ever be as gay as him (;

Do you see me there? Yes i am the one throwing the frisbee. We found a great spot to play frisbee at marina barrage. Wondering why i said "great spot" ? Its because initially we were playing at the upper part of marina barrage and guess why? the frisbee flew out of it twice! and yes we were lucky enough to retrieve it back especially when the frisbee flew off and landed in the "water" or "sea" whatever you call it.

Well guys, thanks for all the fun! We all got burnt under the sun and was complaining that our body started to turn red and it starts to became painful. AND we were supposed to wait for the fireworks but looking at the crowd we decided to go off early and have dinner at justacia. Although i felt sad about being unable to catch the fireworks, i still enjoyed my day LOL-ing with you guys. I couldn't ask for more. You guys are awesome but bear in mind i am awesomer (; cheyy haha anyway i am looking forward to our next outing during the sept holidays. I am sorry to those who are in JC you guys can join us soon enough hehe. 

Well, hello

Hello,  its been long again. Haha okay i realized every single time when i am up here i would say its been a long time. but well it is a fact. I haven't been blogging. Always wanted to blog but yet i forget about it every single time. Come'on scold me, scold me for being forgetful and lazy. Not exactly lazy but this time for sure 

i have A LOT of things to complete. Submissions date are all cramp together. Also, tests. 

i have 2 test next week. IRM=Introductory research methods and IT apps, Yes IT apps i meant 

microsoft word, microsoft powerpoint and excel! A test on that and it is my module. ONE of my core 

modules. Okay not about that but IT apps isn't that bad. IRM is the worse one. because i skipped lecture

and even if i went i did not listen. (i'm a badass) but really i skipped because the information are 

all given on the slides and lecturer just read off it. Erm i can read too. But the lecturer is very nice, he is

a really nice and cute lecturer just that he reads of the slides. 

Yes, yesterday when i was doing statistics assignment. The calculation was DAMN/VERY/FUCKING

TEDIOUS! One calculation error = gone case. Like yes, i literally meant gone case! You have to 

recalculate the whole sum AGAIN!

yeah i went crazy doing stats.. ): 

See the week with 12th august? I don't know i am going to survive this but yes i am! i am so going 

to survive this. If i can't survive this semester, i am dead for the next. Freaking 3 psychology modules at one time and many should know that psychology modules are very very very extremely extremely content heavy. 

well just good luck to myself and hope i survive it! hehe alright one last thing 

I WANT THESE PWETTY CAPS! SADLY THERE ARE NO SNAPBACKS FOR THESE ): 

its very chio right? Though i don't really look good in cap but yes i just love these caps and hope to change my perception that i dont look nice in cap. I dont want it to be extremely nice on me, just you know moderate is enough(: hehe 

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AND today wasn't a very productive day. i feel kind of guilty about it. The sense of guiltiness sucks, 

it sucks big time. i need motivation to do my assignments, to complete my project work. No more procrastination. i need to hang in there till all the submission dates are all over and of course my tests dates are all over. so for now i am gonna watch supernatural (guilty once again, watching my series instead of using the time to complete my assignment and projects)