Fucked up mood today, you know and i know things happen and we cannot control it. When it
meant to happen it just will happen. Well, tell me what do you call this? I would call this fate.
You're just fated to be in a situation that you are in or you were in, you are just fated to face your own
problems in life. However, i believed that some things happen because of human, Ourselves. Sometimes
we just cant do anything you see? Things weren't going my way this few days. Which make me feel
unsafe? fucked up? Pissed off? and finally i broke down. But what can i do? you know, we cant
always expect everything to go according to our will. Its not possible. Like for things to be in the
same way EVERY TIME. Well, i surrender. Everything is just so fucked up these few days.
But oh well, i am feeling much better now after i finish what i was supposed to do. just hoping that
the "person" would not be judgemental because what ever i said was the truth and i would never
admit to the things that i didn't do. I don't like being blame on when i did nothing wrong. who does right?
who likes being blamed? unless the person is mad or whatever it is huh.
Maybe i might have a better day soon enough. i need to keep calm and start studying.
One last thing, would try to keep this blog alive if i have the time to. PEACE

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