Sunday, October 13, 2013

Picture speaks

Its been long. Yeah definitely. I was too lazy to blog but my holidays is just too happening. So many events and outings that i've been to. And yeap september i have my class chalet with my awesome TG01. It was a memorable 3D2N chalet spent with them. BBQ,horror movie,cards playing and night cycling. Not to forget water bomb. Hehe i am so lazy to type because i am blogging via my phone while waiting for my sister to come out of shower so that i can shower too. And because those photos are in my phone and i am lazy to transfer it to my laptop. So i decided to blog using my phone. Hehe so here goes those photos during chalet.


Look its my hair. Haha the color is nice eh 


 

Some of my lecturers. Well poker face. 

And guys thanks for the early celebration of birthday. Its like the 2nd week of week of sept and you guys celebrate our birthday which is in october. Thank you (: 

Next next, of course after exams is teachers day. Went back to secondary school. Ahhh i miss my life in secondary school especially my bunch of real good friends. I cannot describe how important they are to me. So yepp and of course sec sch life is wayyyy better as compared to poly. If i have a chance to live again i still would choose secondary school. The things we do in class were, poof amazingly entertaining. Those night lessons that my teachers gave. We dint really like having the lessons but the fact that its night lesson and that its in air-conditioned room we enjoyed it and of course we were allowed to eat in the teachers class. Sounds like she isnt a good teacher right? Allowing student yo eat during lesson. Well i can say she is the best teacher i ever had.  life in a classroom is still the best. We might be stress but we always do things that made us relaxed a little so that we wont feel tense for Our O levels and we went through a lot of scoldings.


3E4'11&4E4'12 they are the best. Sighh i really miss my classmates damn a lot. but i am glad that we still keep in touch even when we are now studying in different schools. And most importantly we will still meet up often. I really thank those who took effort to meet up and enjoy ourselves together. My sec sch friends are friends that i can never live without. i cant predict future but no matter what even when i reach 20s i believe that we'll still meet up for a drink or even do childish stuff. yes we are childish. Time to shower then continue watching drama, hehe look forward to my next post. Because i have got a lot of photos to show. 


Thursday, August 29, 2013

Whutt

2nd week of study break, for me at least its the 2nd week since i only have one paper which is next monday. Basically, i went out to study yesterday it was rather productive especially when i am alone. No disturbance. I am glad that i studied for my exam. Studied at Parkway library which after that i went off to play basketball with my ex-colleague. It was hell of a day. The fact that i was anemic or rather i am anemic and its been long since i last played basketball. Yesterday's sessions was rather strenuous for me. I was at times breathless, as in i really could not catch my breath was panting like shit. Crazily tired and breathless which i seldom experience before. But you know, looking at my character i would not stop myself from playing. So, i did continue playing with AN EMPTY STOMACH. I did not eat anything before i go on the court as i met my colleague immediately after i am done studying. That's why it was hell of a day. Thats not all, i got home feeling all unwell even after eating so yes, i slept early ( around 1 am plus). Earliest in the history of my study break. Din sleep well too. I woke up at the interval of 1 hour. Hell i have no idea what exactly got into me that you know i woke up at 2, then 3am then 4am then i finally slept through out till 12. 
And guess what? I woke up, not recovered yet. LOL not only that my stupid ankle injury (old injury) was painful. That injury was with me ever since i was 13 years old. I sprained my right ankle and i did not see a doctor. I leave it and just do some typical stuff that usually people will do thinking that it was just a normal sprain, ya you know " aiya small sprain nevermind, no need waste money see doctor" that kind of attitude which left me still having the swell on my ankle just that it isnt obvious ( as comparing it to my left ankle) and of course my ankle still hurt every now and then. Well, sucks to be me then. Consequences of not seeing a doctor. Speaking of it, its hurting now. But well at least, yesterday's session was a good one. I enjoyed because its been long since i last played such a "competitive" i would say basketball game. 

There you go, not sure if you could see but yes its kind of swollen. 
Now, away from that. Yayy i was productive today. Very very productive. Proud of myself, lol cause i need to study. So i sat down from 3pm-6pm to study then i rest and continued fromm 7.30pm-10-30pm. Its awesome, but who will like studying right? so yeah because its exams and i dont want to flunk it hence the long hours of studying. 
Yeah yeah i am crazy, i am mad 


So i decided to take selfie after i am done with studying. else i have no pictures to put on my blog which i fin it boring. 




Well anyway, now lets move on to songs. Yes songs, songs are my remedy. Its something that cannot be missing from my life. It somehow brings be away from things that i don't want to think about and yes it calms me down. Songs really do great things. It heals people, for me at least. Because when i am down, songs are the one who bring me back up. (SOMEHOW) Songs really bring back memorise. I can truthfully say, there are certain songs that i really do not want to listen to it because it brought back memories that i don't want to recall about. Not any bit of it. Of course there are songs that bring me back to the good old times which i missed them a lot. So here, i recently finished watching The Voice UK season 2 if i am not wrong. I totally enjoyed it. And there are certain singers that i really like. If you don't know, i really love listening to country songs because i think country songs bring a lot more emotions and feelings as compared to other different genre. Of course, i love the rythm and everything else. So of course one of my favorite singer from the voice is Mike Ward. Well he is good looking too. 

He has the voice of a country singer, which means he is born with it and yes at the same time he has the talent of singing. so yeah, these 2 performance below were my favorite from him. 

He can definitely melt girls heart with this song : just to see you smile
and 



He obviously got into the finals but sadly he did not win ): 
And here's another guy who i like, matt henry just take a look at his videos. His voice is just unique and he put in so much emotions and soul while he is singing.


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And sadly he did not win too but at least he was in the finals too(TOP 4) . so those 2 are my fav from the voice season 2. But take a look at this girl. She won and it is totally commendable. Well, just on side note, she won due to public votes and not through the judges who wanted her to win. 


one more 



her voice is super duper sweet. She sang the songs so beautifully that it melted me too. She is in danny's team btw and if you see will.i.am using his phone, he is tweeting. You can go to his twitter account to check it out. okay dont want to bore you guys (if there are any readers) one last one, mitchel emms. a rock singer. 
Wont regret listening to him. 

well, the voice definitely brought me to a whole new level of understanding music and of course open up myself to older and nicer songs. Well thats it. 


Thursday, August 22, 2013

Scared, nervous? I dont know how to describe it

Here's a big problem with me, i cannot face guys. Especially strangers. I'll get very awkward. Like literally awkward~~~ Okay, why am i talking about this? Of course there is a reason to it. Well, recently
i applied for a job under "skate with us" so its basically a job that i really like since it is related to sports you see. Yepp, that's right i got shortlisted. I was happy/excited and was arranging interview with them just near my house. So yeah the person got back to me via phone, and yepp boomz shit just got real. Interview is tmr. Hey tmr! You kidding me? and judging from the name of the hiring manager it is going to be a guy ): 
i just said i am awkward with stranger guy and i always prefer a female interviewer because i think they MIGHT be nicer and i would not be that nervous. And here is it, a guy interviewer. I was like oh crap. But i cannot do anything. So i am feeling damn scared and nervous now i guess? and i dont want to do anything for now. I hate this feeling. But it is weird that i have been through a number of interview i should not be scared of it now right? but the fact that it will be a guy interviewing me. i just freaked out.. Tell me what should i do? In my entire life working part time jobs, my interviewer are so far all female.. AHHH i really dont know what to do now. just relax? or what. i just cant calm myself down until the entire interview is over. But on the bright side if i can get this job i am able to have some income you see. Bless me and good luck to myself man. i am really going nuts now. 

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Blessed

I have a bunch of friends whom i treasure them the most. I never regret knowing them because they are really the best. Some of them have been through a lot with me or rather i have known them since i was 13, or some when i was in primary school. I would call it fate? That some of them whom i know in primary school we met again in secondary school. And those whom i know in secondary 1 moved on to sec 2 and sec 3 and 4 together with me. They are all that i could ever asked for and i am really glad that we still keep in contact even after we graduate and moved on to polytechnic or junior college. They are the best bunch of friends i ever had. of course they are none other than my 4E4 homies. They are the best and i thank god for them in my life. They are the best, you do realized i used the word "are" and not "were" its because they are still awesome and the best. I remember those complains we made and we received from teachers, those days that we made "trouble" in class, those jokes and miss fa'izah's "you little nini", "you can go fly kite in the freaking thunderstorm" or even she scolding herself a stupid pig. haha those were memorable and great days i ever had. Well, thanks guys for all the fun. this post is specially dedicated to my dearest 4E4 homies. No doubt they are still the best. i could never ask for more. 

Lets rewind back to the day we went to marina barrage. 





Look at the gay boy alvin! No one can ever be as gay as him (;




Do you see me there? Yes i am the one throwing the frisbee. We found a great spot to play frisbee at marina barrage. Wondering why i said "great spot" ? Its because initially we were playing at the upper part of marina barrage and guess why? the frisbee flew out of it twice! and yes we were lucky enough to retrieve it back especially when the frisbee flew off and landed in the "water" or "sea" whatever you call it.


Well guys, thanks for all the fun! We all got burnt under the sun and was complaining that our body started to turn red and it starts to became painful. AND we were supposed to wait for the fireworks but looking at the crowd we decided to go off early and have dinner at justacia. Although i felt sad about being unable to catch the fireworks, i still enjoyed my day LOL-ing with you guys. I couldn't ask for more. You guys are awesome but bear in mind i am awesomer (; cheyy haha anyway i am looking forward to our next outing during the sept holidays. I am sorry to those who are in JC you guys can join us soon enough hehe. 

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Well, hello

Hello,  its been long again. Haha okay i realized every single time when i am up here i would say its been a long time. but well it is a fact. I haven't been blogging. Always wanted to blog but yet i forget about it every single time. Come'on scold me, scold me for being forgetful and lazy. Not exactly lazy but this time for sure 
i have A LOT of things to complete. Submissions date are all cramp together. Also, tests. 
i have 2 test next week. IRM=Introductory research methods and IT apps, Yes IT apps i meant 
microsoft word, microsoft powerpoint and excel! A test on that and it is my module. ONE of my core 
modules. Okay not about that but IT apps isn't that bad. IRM is the worse one. because i skipped lecture
and even if i went i did not listen. (i'm a badass) but really i skipped because the information are 
all given on the slides and lecturer just read off it. Erm i can read too. But the lecturer is very nice, he is
a really nice and cute lecturer just that he reads of the slides. 

Yes, yesterday when i was doing statistics assignment. The calculation was DAMN/VERY/FUCKING
TEDIOUS! One calculation error = gone case. Like yes, i literally meant gone case! You have to 
recalculate the whole sum AGAIN!
yeah i went crazy doing stats.. ): 

See the week with 12th august? I don't know i am going to survive this but yes i am! i am so going 
to survive this. If i can't survive this semester, i am dead for the next. Freaking 3 psychology modules at one time and many should know that psychology modules are very very very extremely extremely content heavy. 
well just good luck to myself and hope i survive it! hehe alright one last thing 
I WANT THESE PWETTY CAPS! SADLY THERE ARE NO SNAPBACKS FOR THESE ): 
its very chio right? Though i don't really look good in cap but yes i just love these caps and hope to change my perception that i dont look nice in cap. I dont want it to be extremely nice on me, just you know moderate is enough(: hehe 
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AND today wasn't a very productive day. i feel kind of guilty about it. The sense of guiltiness sucks, 
it sucks big time. i need motivation to do my assignments, to complete my project work. No more procrastination. i need to hang in there till all the submission dates are all over and of course my tests dates are all over. so for now i am gonna watch supernatural (guilty once again, watching my series instead of using the time to complete my assignment and projects) 




Thursday, July 25, 2013

Catch a breath

Well, i am not being consistent in blogging because i have no time to come online. Too many things to do ever since after my term break. Assignments, projects etc etc all the submission dates are so near to each other. Haven have the time to get a proper rest. Well, this is what i have to face for being interested in psychology. but its not a bad course to be in. Learn interesting facts about human behavior and how the brain works. in this month, there are things that made be happy. so basically, on 13th July 2013 i went for Alien huang‘是 AKA 小鬼 黄鸿升 autograph sessions. Meeting him is like a dream come true,
i had never imagine meeting in in real life, talked to him and even shook his hands! How lucky can i get?
His dimples, his accent, his attitude, his character just happen to draw me near to him. 
LIKE i adore him, i love him, i like him. of course there are other reasons why i am a fan of his.
To not bore you guys, the reason i like him because he is a very hard working artist to become what he is 
today. A talented artist that composes songs, sing, ac, a designer who have his own shop AES= alien evolution studio. which the shirts and other things that he design are very beautifully done. his design have got the swag in it. 


The clearest pic i have when i was at the autograph session. Too many fans, square 2 level 1 was filled 
with his fans and i was lucky enough to be at the middle of the crowd. so i could still see him. The best was still when i was up at the stage only a meter away from him. 


isnt he cute right here? haha i am just waiting for him to be back in SG at groundzero! Let's, meet him again. 

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This week is coming to an end. Well, what did i do this week? not productive at all but it was rather a hectic week for me. Speech and statistic test. Well just not too good. Next week would be worse i guess? But i am hoping for the best. Asking for nothing more than a proper rest. Din sleep well these few days. i slept but i feel that i did not sleep at all. So to be specific i need a proper sleep. Am going crazy if this goes on and the fact that i get tired real easily because i am anemic means i need A LOT of rest if i don't it might get worse. so ample amount of sleep is enough for me. 

Few days back before i leave house for school.
I am tired and sleepy.


What am i thinking? I need some sleep, i am too tired. can i skip lecture? 
Look at my eyes, tired looking eyes.


Friday, July 5, 2013

Moody

Fucked up mood today, you know and i know things happen and we cannot control it. When it
meant to happen it just will happen. Well, tell me what do you call this? I would call this fate. 
You're just fated to be in a situation that you are in or you were in, you are just fated to face your own
problems in life. However, i believed that some things happen because of human, Ourselves. Sometimes
we just cant do anything you see? Things weren't going my way this few days. Which make me feel 
unsafe? fucked up? Pissed off? and finally i broke down. But what can i do? you know, we cant 
always expect everything to go according to our will. Its not possible. Like for things to be in the 
same way EVERY TIME. Well, i surrender. Everything is just so fucked up these few days. 
But oh well, i am feeling much better now after i finish what i was supposed to do. just hoping that 
the "person" would not be judgemental because what ever i said was the truth and i would never
admit to the things that i didn't do. I don't like being blame on when i did nothing wrong. who does right?
who likes being blamed? unless the person is mad or whatever it is huh. 

Maybe i might have a better day soon enough. i need to keep calm and start studying. 
One last thing, would try to keep this blog alive if i have the time to. PEACE 

Saturday, June 8, 2013

homies!

Ask me what are my hobbies? People who know me well would know that its basketball and sleeping.
I have another hobby which i really don't mind spending money on and i know i won't regret.
I LOVE ICE SKATING! Like really! Always go to kallang to ice skate whenever i found
someone to go with me. My skating partners are usually the few of them from 
my secondary school! Not to say that we have great interest in ice skating, is just
that we found it fun and exciting. I am not a professional skater, i started off with roller blading
which then i tried ice skating. Ice skating is a really cool and fun sports i would say.
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Traveled all the way to JCube today to try out the rink there. I can say, travelling from east to the
west is all worth while. The rink is big, the crew are friendly and helpful and of course the rink
is smooth to be on. After months of not skating, glad to still have the skills for skating and 
i learn new skills on my own today! Happy that my skills improved. Fyi, i learn skating all on 
my own. No trainer and no one taught me. Just experiment everything out when i am 
there to skate. I am gonna visit jcube again after i come back from KL. Highly recommended to go.
Its big enough for you to go around and its difficult to find your friends when you wandered
off alone to skate. Not just because its big, there are quite a lot of people. No worries,
the crew there have control of time so that people who make their trip down to jcube
to skate is not wasted. unless there are events going on. like maybe a hockey match? 
I AM ENJOYING MYSELF SO MUCH ^^
MA HOMIES

So basically, some of them came to meet us just for dinner! Thanks for showing up! 
Really miss you guys a lot! And anyway, jcube entrance to the rink isnt very expensive,
Entrance + skates rental=17.50$ only!
Entrance + skates rental+gloves=19.50$ only!
Its quite worth it! 




Sunday, May 26, 2013

1ST

My first post on my new blog! I have no idea what got into me that i want to start blogging again.I deleted my old blog which i found it shitty and crappy, all i was talking about was just CRAP. Anyway, new blog i hope there are at least some readers. Else i am talking to myself isn't it? I'll try not to bore you guys!
I'll try to come up with interesting post and of course with pictures (: Whats a post without
pictures right? Pictures speaks a thousands of words. 
PSYCHOLOGY 01! MY BELOVED CLASS!<3

They are really a great bunch of classmates i have. They have been good ever since i entered TP! 
My initial thinking of a psychology class students was "oh damn they are gonna be nerds"
BUT, it turned out to be the total opposite! They were really different from what i imagined
what they will be. Extremely glad that they are my classmates whom bring fun, joy and laughter!
Never thought they would be this AWESOME!We bonded rather well. Oh yes and,
we are a rather slacking class. Well, as long as we study at the appropriate time, we will do well.
LOVE THEM LOADS LAH! 

School is on tmr, time to hit my pillows and have some sweet dreams!