Catch a breath

Well, i am not being consistent in blogging because i have no time to come online. Too many things to do ever since after my term break. Assignments, projects etc etc all the submission dates are so near to each other. Haven have the time to get a proper rest. Well, this is what i have to face for being interested in psychology. but its not a bad course to be in. Learn interesting facts about human behavior and how the brain works. in this month, there are things that made be happy. so basically, on 13th July 2013 i went for Alien huang‘是 AKA 小鬼 黄鸿升 autograph sessions. Meeting him is like a dream come true,

i had never imagine meeting in in real life, talked to him and even shook his hands! How lucky can i get?

His dimples, his accent, his attitude, his character just happen to draw me near to him. 

LIKE i adore him, i love him, i like him. of course there are other reasons why i am a fan of his.

To not bore you guys, the reason i like him because he is a very hard working artist to become what he is 

today. A talented artist that composes songs, sing, ac, a designer who have his own shop AES= alien evolution studio. which the shirts and other things that he design are very beautifully done. his design have got the swag in it. 

The clearest pic i have when i was at the autograph session. Too many fans, square 2 level 1 was filled 

with his fans and i was lucky enough to be at the middle of the crowd. so i could still see him. The best was still when i was up at the stage only a meter away from him. 

isnt he cute right here? haha i am just waiting for him to be back in SG at groundzero! Let's, meet him again. 

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This week is coming to an end. Well, what did i do this week? not productive at all but it was rather a hectic week for me. Speech and statistic test. Well just not too good. Next week would be worse i guess? But i am hoping for the best. Asking for nothing more than a proper rest. Din sleep well these few days. i slept but i feel that i did not sleep at all. So to be specific i need a proper sleep. Am going crazy if this goes on and the fact that i get tired real easily because i am anemic means i need A LOT of rest if i don't it might get worse. so ample amount of sleep is enough for me. 

Few days back before i leave house for school.

I am tired and sleepy.

What am i thinking? I need some sleep, i am too tired. can i skip lecture? 

Look at my eyes, tired looking eyes.

Moody

Fucked up mood today, you know and i know things happen and we cannot control it. When it

meant to happen it just will happen. Well, tell me what do you call this? I would call this fate. 

You're just fated to be in a situation that you are in or you were in, you are just fated to face your own

problems in life. However, i believed that some things happen because of human, Ourselves. Sometimes

we just cant do anything you see? Things weren't going my way this few days. Which make me feel 

unsafe? fucked up? Pissed off? and finally i broke down. But what can i do? you know, we cant 

always expect everything to go according to our will. Its not possible. Like for things to be in the 

same way EVERY TIME. Well, i surrender. Everything is just so fucked up these few days. 

But oh well, i am feeling much better now after i finish what i was supposed to do. just hoping that 

the "person" would not be judgemental because what ever i said was the truth and i would never

admit to the things that i didn't do. I don't like being blame on when i did nothing wrong. who does right?

who likes being blamed? unless the person is mad or whatever it is huh. 

Maybe i might have a better day soon enough. i need to keep calm and start studying. 

One last thing, would try to keep this blog alive if i have the time to. PEACE